The past three days I have been very dizzy. I feel fine if I am lying down or sitting still, but moving around or tilting side-to-side makes me lose all sense of orientation. I can hear fine, but I know I should get my ears checked for obvious reasons.
A likely culprit (hoping it has nothing to do with the tumor) is my diabetes insipidus. For the past week, I have had both morning concerts and evening rehearsals or concerts. This means I have needed to dovetail my desmopressin nasal spray (that prevents massive fluid loss). So I have missed out on the daily cleansing of "breakthrough urination."
In addition, when I could finally have breakthroughs on Friday and Saturday, I couldn't go. I had the overwhelming urge to urinate but nothing would come out, just a few agonizing drips at a time. I am sure my body's sodium and potassium levels are all mixed up as a result. I am thirsty, but then water repulses me a moment later. Grapefruit juice works best. I go as best as I can, then return to the couch and cover myself with an electric blanket because I am chilled. All day Friday and Saturday I was so tired, sleeping most of the day, resting for the concerts.
The other weird thing is my left leg which aches. Normally I feel my legs buzz when I have reached a full breakthrough (which is the cue to take my nasal spray) but I haven't felt that. There is a shooting pain (mild) that starts inside my left leg and runs up my left side to the middle of my back on my left side. I have tried the stretches, but that whole side of me is throbbing.
Most of all, it is the extreme dizziness. Despite this, though, I have been able to play concerts. (We were in the pit this week for Mozart's Magic Flute, and I suppose I came to work because I had less to worry about regarding appearances. If we were up on the stage I might have called in sick.) After last night's opera, MJ and I came home and, while walking in to see Noah, I thought, "I feel drunk." I had the coordination of a drunk, but with mental focus and alertness. It was so strange. My feet moved like sandbags and I bumped into doorways.
This morning, as I wake up, my ears ring as always, my left side still aches, but my dizziness has subsided a little after a good night's sleep, but it is still there. If I feel worse throughout the day I will call a doctor, and on Monday I will call my endocrinologist to report all this. My eyesight, best as I can tell, is fine.